Dumb and Stupid, But Not Young Anymore

Kid, 

have you ever felt like you hate yourself after you did something stupid?

it happens all the time. 

The Beat of The Life

 I don't know why I started to write specifically. It is just like following the flow of my thought.

I remember when I was a kid, my mom used to tell me a story before I slept. And maybe that's the reason why I was curious about people's life stories. It is not about involving in their personal business, it is just happy to hear and see from other people's perspective. And after that, you think you need to write it down into a poetical story. Sometimes, their story inspired me and you barely forget it and use it as your values. 

Writing is relaxing, I can keep the values into a permanent space that might be useful for me in the future, or maybe some people out there. With writing, I can make my own self relieved after a busy day.. 

But yes, I even got dormant almost 4 years since the last time I write in 2016 because of these and those,  But in 2021 I start to start again. 

is that fun having international friends?

Yes., it is. 

A lot of people usually seeing another country's culture only by television, series, youtube, or another social media. 

But, have you ever try to make friends from around the world?

in the current age, it is very easy to interact with people from way distance or another continent. I remember my first international friend was from Switzerland. I don't remember her name. It was my 3rd year of my bachelor's when I volunteered at an international event named The 100% from Germany.

It's a show about statistical data of the people from Jogjakarta, It was talking about culture, social life, economy, etc. The director, some staffs, and volunteers were foreigners. 

and we jump back to this year,  I mean, the previous year in 2020

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